Thursday, August 28, 2008
Passing Phase
Yeah. Everyone tells me it's a passing phase. But how long does this phase take to pass? Before it ever passes, I think my will is wearing thin and dying. Wonder if i still have the strength to pull myself together after each fall and rejection.
Just awaiting for that one chance was so difficult. Maybe I didnt really screw up, just that I cant convince them why i want it when i cant even convince myself that i want it. But still.. is very sian.
Thanks for not consoling and leaving me to my comfort. I am fine.
Just awaiting for that one chance was so difficult. Maybe I didnt really screw up, just that I cant convince them why i want it when i cant even convince myself that i want it. But still.. is very sian.
Thanks for not consoling and leaving me to my comfort. I am fine.
